December 16, 2009
A new view of myself

No matter how much we try to change our present situation a lot of us are still held back by our previous beliefs.  Subconsciously we still hold on to beliefs that aren’t true, just part of the story we tell ourselves.  This occured to me yesterday when I had lunch with an amazing friend.  She is my direct upline in Isagenix and has truely made a huge impact on my life. 

She told me that another member of our team’s daughter, who I had graduated high school with, was moving back to town and that we should all get together for drinks because most of her friends had moved out of the area and she was looking to reconnect.  My first reaction was to shy away.  In high school she had been incredibly beautiful and popular.  While I had a lot of friends in all different cliques I was a little bit of a goody two shoe and overweight.  In my mind that made me not good enough to be her friend.  However, once I stopped to think about my life in the 8 or 9 years past high school I haven’t been afraid to be anyone’s friend.  I haven’t felt intimidated or not good enough like I did back then.  So why should I let that stop me now that I’m basically meeting someone I only knew by reputation before?  My change today is to let go of past assumptions about people and not be afraid to connect with them.

Life has been pretty good recently.  I was about ready to say nothing else amazing had happened but that’s not quite true.  Nothing from my goals has occurred recently but I had an amazing lunch with a friend yesterday that inspired today’s blog entry. 

I’ve been really good about not complaining and talking negative about myself.  My husband said that as a result we’ve been getting along a lot better, nothing overtly negative has happened in our life.   So that’s definately been progress.  I’m still working on my visualization and so forth, which I’m still struggling with.  My change for health is still going slow but I’m not giving myself too much of a hard time till after the holidays.  Same with pursuing my business.  I’m still discussing it and not giving disrgarding opportunities but I haven’t been setting as many goals in that area as I should either.

Be yourself, because you truely are good enough and worthy of everything that you want…

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